its been over a year since i last submitted a journal entry. wow.

im having a strange form of constant writers block. i dont even get a line of inspiration...im just getting nothing. i feel like ive written everything there is for me to write, and that id only be repeating myself if i tried anything else. ive been trying to write about different things, worldly things. but im failing miserably. i guess my life has been so constant, that i have nothing to write about. i notice that most of my work is from when i was going through a major change [breakups, new relationships ect] i guess its a good thing im not taking the creative writing course at my school, id fail due to a lack of inspiration. my teacher must hate me, i didnt submit anything all year for my creative writers club or for the literary magazine [which im also on the staff of]

sometimes i wonder if writing is really my thing, i can never seem to write a short story, i start off with great ideas, and cant finish them. im trying to take up photography, but my camera kinda sucks, so thats no good. im gonna save up for a really really nice one before i leave for college in a year. but that will probably fall through considering i want to do everything else from history, to learning russian to becoming a famous actress while digging up ancient tombs in egypt.

im gonna keep on trying, and see if anything comes to me. ive got my fingers crossed.